Time is our most precious gift.  Once we have spent it we can never get it back.  It is indescriminate of race, creed, religous status or anything else.  How do we spend our time?  Time is precious because we can use it on family and friends, these moments are cherished.  Time, a millisecond, can be captured by pictures in the digital age.  These moments captured, can be reflected upon and bring us back to that moment in time thru feelings and memory.  How valuable is time?  Thank you for spending a moment of your time reading what I have written... comment if you will, but please keep it upbeat and positive, for my sake!

I m an advid investor, stock market watcher and have spent the better part of my life doing so.  We are in a very dangerous time and I advise caution for all.  There are going to be some redical huge shifts one way and then the other coming up on us.  We are going global which is going to cause some serious pains as we are already beginning to see.  Iam invested in a ton of mutual funds that are international.  American cannot sustain 18% growth a year in its corporate environments.  The last two decades of get rich now are heading into some large accountibility periods as baby boomers begin to retire and demand integrity, honesty and hard work ethic.  The future holds politcval groups against coporations and where corporations have jsut collapsed in the past, they will stand up and fight and win in the future.  Corporation want to rule the world and so do politicians, but it is corporations that have all the cash.  If you are tired of rocky roller coaster rdies and want a fair return without the chance of risking your principle, write me.  Consider fixed and market tied annuities.  People get ready the train is coming... we will either get on board or get swallowed up or left behind.

Have you ever been attacked in your life.  I am not talking physical attack, but a personage attack on your character and who you are.  Over this past year I have experienced this for the first time in my life.  Most of my life, if not all, I have spent giving to others, helping people, doing everything I could to help indiviudally and collectively with everything that was within me.  I lost a travelling companion a little over a year ago, a very special man wh ojoined me in a dream I had and went at it with everything that was within him.  We served families, primarily those who are older.  I lost him due to pancreatic cancer, a cancer I never wanted to learn about.  After he was gone, I felt alone on an island with no one to rescue me.  I did everything within my power to help his wife out after he was gone and then due to some vicious sales people who were after the mighty buck as they saw it, manipulated her into attacking me.  None of these guys honestly cared about me or my deceased partner, nor even for his wife.  I have now been in the heat of a battle I never asked for and it has caused me to need to rest.  My dream in this area has been shattered and it has caused me to be suspicious of people I would normally not think that way about.  This woman, whom my partner loved and my wife and I travelled and experienced life with are now at odds, because a bunch of guys got together and said how can WE make money off of what my partner and I did.  They concocted a scam with a dream that was built on service.  People who called themselves "family and friends" are doing things that are not in the spirit of family and friends.  Deception runs rampant and I am attacked on all sides.  I am not one who likes the chatter of Hollywood celebs, but Paris Hilton's words I read about two months ago, have brought me great peace of late, "My family and friends know who I am and what I stand for, that is all that matters..."  My true family and friends know who I am and what I stand for and the rest, well I leave to God.  It bothers me inside though, deep inside.  I have thought thoughts I never cared to think about.  This has been a great waste of life space and money related to defending myself.

Have you ever thought about if what we hear all over the place (at times) is really true.  Have you ever really run the numbers, so to say?  Let us take for a moment the concept that the earth is now over populated and full.  Work with me here!  Take 6.5 billion people and divide the land mass in Texas by that number.  You know, the math seems to show that every single man woman and child on the face of the earth could have their own 3200 square foot home to live in in Texas and we would still have room to build industry and places to work and the rest of the earth could be used for farming and future growth.  YIKES, could that be true?  How about this one.  You and I live in a closed environment, much like our bodies.  We can be fat, and with a little diet help and some exercise, we can weigh the same and look way way different.  The earth is a closed environment, do you honestly think we3 are running out of things when all the "things" just take a different form and eventually end up back in the soil or the air and water and then recycled back into the system.  The only reason we have starving people is due to our unwillingness to feed and "equivilentize" those people with ourselves.  Greed and selfishness basically.  Now I am not saying you, I am pinting the finger to systems that are unwilling to cooperate due to greed and selfishness of the systems, but if the finger fits, take it and run with it.  Do you think are water is drying up, or are the polar caps melting and we are ready for another flood (which I assure you will not happen in mass again, God says next time is by fire).  If you have travelled like I have you know the earth is a real real real real big place.  Because something is happening here and we are being told something else is happening over there, does not make it sure.  Do the math!  DO you think the Iraqis are watching CNN, NBC or ABC?  Math can help us break free and math is also one of the universal languages that does not lie unless you manipulate the numbers like some executives have been doing over the past 15 years with corporate tax returns.  Stand up and make yourself be counted.

I know ths is not new to me or even that I am just noticing it, but it seems that the news, or news shows, are trying to opinionate us and tell us how we should feel about things and such.  They are fast to jump to judgement and oftentimes are very wrong and people's lives get really bent out of shape.  When I grew up during the 60's we watcvhed Viet Nam straight into our living rooms without all the opinion, just pure news.  Not now, they tell us what to believe about everything.  Honestly I have a brain and can think for myself, so hearing all this crap makes me sick.  Gawd take a look, honestly at even the people doing the news... they are a joke.  Larry King doing a whole program on the new movie Bees, or whatever it is called, that is a joke.  Hollywood is programming our country.